It really sucks when you completely open yourself up to another person, where you let them break through the wall you’ve worked so hard to construct. You share all your past, your mistakes, your dreams with them, hoping for them to be a part of your future. And maybe they have done the same with you. Maybe the two of you have thought the same about each other. Maybe their words reached out to you and made you think that you guys really would last forever. But the harsh reality is feelings are only temporary, the beginnings are always the greatest but the ending, you can never expect. Once you open yourself up to someone, you’re giving them a part of you, a part for them to take along once they leave and a part that will leave you incomplete, broken. And that’s what always gets me, I’ve given away too much of myself to get back.
Does it really matter that much? Virgin or not, it does not determine your personality, if you’re a good or bad person, or what your life is like. It’s just a piece of fact of your life. Don’t judge people based on their virginity. Better yet, don’t start rumors just because someone is a virgin or not.
I’m a very committed person. I hope you understand that no matter how many people look at me, I see right through them. You’re the only one I see, you’re the only one that has a hold of my heart. No one else can take your place because my mind and heart has already been made up, you’re all I want and all I need.